Yesterday my eldest brother Ryan died suddenly. For those of you keeping score that means all three of my siblings are now dead.

The thing is I could just end it all now and never have to suffer again, but I am too much of a masochist I guess. I learned a long time ago that I am one of those people who just cannot be joyful and get pleasure out of life. I can honesty say that I can never remember a time when I was happy, content sure, but not actually happy. But that is just my plight in this hell we call life I assume.

I don’t know why I even bother anymore.

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alecshao:

Sebastien Preschoux - Color Theory, 2009

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0nethousand-papercranes:

this was actually quite useful.

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luzfosca:

Robert Doisneau

Les Écolières, Alsace, 1945

Placebo - “Special K”

“Just like I swallowed half my stash
I never ever want to crash
No hesitation, no delay”

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faster-than-a-hotchrocket:

TG’s response to…..”Criminal Minds is intense.”

Officially done with my first year of college! Now many more to go >_>

Goyte - “Eyes Wide Open”

“Some people offered up answers.
We made out like we heard, they were only words.
They didn’t add up to a change in the way we were living,
And the saddest thing is all of it could have been avoided.”

ranesang:

Giants by alexis mire.

I am not normally one to post pictures of myself, but a few of you have asked for a photo. So here is a photo of the boyfriend and I, and my new skirt from H&M that I adore.

Hopefully your eyes are not bleeding too badly. haha